January 29, 2005
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最近、家に居ても、会社で仕事をしていても、仲間と飲んでいても空虚感が消えない感じがする。
この正体が何なのか分からないけど、結局はバランスなのかな？なんて思ってしまう。
何でもそうだが、バランスが大事だと思う。
体の骨格のバランスが崩れると、体調などに体調に変調が出たりするし、知識においてもバランスが崩れると、偏った考えに行き着いたりする。
いま、自分を見つめて見るとバランスが悪い感じがする。
興味を惹かれるものには異常な集中するけど、興味ないものには全然集中できない。
嫌悪感を感じることに妥協が出来なくなってきてる。
俗っぽい言葉で行ってしまえば大人じゃないって感じだろうか。
やる気とかもメチャクチャむらがある感じで、休みの日などは泥のように眠ったり、ボケっとしたりしている。
考えてみると、休日などは会社の人間と接することがないので、ほとんど人と会わない。
会社の人間関係と取り去ってしまうと恐ろしく貧相なプライベート。
友達いるけど、プライベートでは自分からコミュニケーションを取ろうとしないからだというのは分かっているのだが。。。
会社とプライベート、コミュニケーション欲求、いろんな観点で見てもバランスが悪いな。。。
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＃昨日の微積分は苦手でして^^;
バランスは大切だとわたしゃも思います。
わたしゃはバランスを取るのが下手ですね（笑）
特に会社＝プライベートみたいな感じになってました。
自分としてはどうしても人をまず好きになるので、会社であった好きな人との交流がプライベートな時間に多すぎた感があります…
少し偏りすぎたことが、よくなかったと思っています。
でも、ほどほどにするってことがよく理解できていなかったりします。。
■U様
何事も上手だなと思える人って、バランス感覚がとてもいいのかもしれませんね。
もう少し、上手に生きたいなと思っちゃいます。。。
同じくバランス感がないなーって思っている一人です。
でも世の中はバランスのとれてない人が集まってバランスがとれているのかもなんて思ってみたり。
うまく言えないんですけどバランスって同一線上に存在するもので比較するのかなと思ったりします。
仕事に集中＜-＞遊び、ではなくて、集中＜-
＞ぼーっとする、という関係なのかなと思ったり。
常に気合入ってると、プツンといっちゃうらしいですからね。
なんだか話がずれてしまったような・・・
■ukkari様
＞同一線上に存在するもので比較するのかなと思ったりします
この辺は難しい議論だと思います。
おそらく、反対のもので補完しあえばモデルとして理解し易いというだけかもしれません。
心の整体屋さんってないものか。。。（ｗ
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